Apologies little one

Tiny One,

Mommy has been having a couple of rough days lately. At work, sometime with your papa and now with a few other people. I am really concerned of the effect all this must be having on you. I know today was one of the worst days for you. But I promise no matter what I will never put you through that ever again while you are inside me. And if that means having to stay away from your daddy, then that be the case. For me you matter more than anything now. I want you to be strong physically and emotionally. And if I keep crying and upsetting myself like this then how will you be strong?
Mummy is still not sure what happened today afternoon. Having you inside me puts my hormones into major swing. I get upset very easily. But having you inside me also gives the strength to live, the need for staying alive for you little life. Will I tell Papa what happened today? I dont know. Mummy hates to be compared and to be compared with people who I believe are only superficial is very humiliating for me. Mummys love for your daddy is the only only string that keeps me here with him. Sleep now dear. I will try my best to keep myself cheerful and happy.